Goals

I got a goal to lose 0.2 lbs of weight by next Wednesday so I can get my 25 lb weight at WW. The last few weeks haven’t been good as far as WW goes. I was up .8, then steady, then up .2. Then last week I was down 3.4! That put me .2 from my 25 lbs goal. Three lbs after that will be my 10% which will be another achievement. Do the math, you can now know where I started from (gulp).

This week I have been on a high of self confidence or something. Remember back in September when that Energy emercial job kicked my butt. I was at a low low point, so much so that I bought 2 books on boosting self confidence LOL.

Now I am on the opposite end of that spectrum. I am extremely busy and having fun juggling jobs coming at me at all angles. I did some little emercials for public affairs and they can’t say enough nice things about them. I just finished a story board for a youtube video for a charitable job for Cancer Awareness that I think will turn out nice for the little money I have to do it. The difference between those jobs and the Energy one from September is no creative director. I like RB the CD but she obviously undermines my confidence. Next week I have a mysterious job on my schedule that eats up the next 2 weeks. It is one that is driven by RB. Hopefully my self confidence momentum will keep me going.

Back to goals. I am setting myself up for some lofty personal multimedia art goals as evident by what I plan on spending some of my profit sharing money on. I so far bought a midi keyboard for making music in GarageBand. I plan an update to GarageBand so I can learn how to play it (and to get Hollace’s feet wet as far as playing guitar like she wants). I am planning on upgrading Adobe Creative Suite to the Production bundle so I can get AfterEffects updated (really working with an old version here at home) and looking to get a little flip camcorder to carry with me to gather video footage. Apparently I am gearing up to do art video using my own footage and making my own music. Learning how to write poetry is back on the radar as well which would be the basis of these little video/animations but I suppose I should learn to appreciate poetry first so that part of the equation may have to wait. I got enough project material to wrangle for now.

Busy, busy, busy. I got my Christmas card idea figured out. Wait, did I already blog about that? Actually regular writing in this blog has been an unspoken goal as well. I figure the more I write whether or not it is blathering on like I do here, the better for storytelling skills which then go back to the art video project again.

Yep something is brewing. Stay tuned.

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To do lists out of control….again

I have 3 active lists on my desk right now and one I must of forgotten at work. I wrote that one while at work yesterday and it had benign things on it like eat a banana (which I haven’t) and, um, a I can’t remember, I don’t have it in front of me. Last night instead of leaving it on my desk at home, I thought I might bring it to work so I am not prompted to write another one like it and refer to and add to it instead. And then I forget it, I am so lost. LOL

It is time to start getting ready for the Christmas card and the calendars. I am gearing up for printer frustration and expense. I got to order the ink. Right now I am trying to finish up a photo framing project I am doing on my watch collection. I have a thing for these 9 panel frames at Target. I originally got one for a color project I did, now I am doing the watches. And while looking at the frame against the wall I came up with another project for the frame so I guess I will get another one.

oooh, oooh, I just thought of something I want to add to a list. Got to get it out of my head and on to paper asap then it is preserved until I can do it. No need to clutter up my brain any more then it is right.

I just ran out of steam and it is time for bed so I guess I will sign off for now. Still digging the keyboard and my nails are still short. Typing is fun!

listening to: Boogie Nights by Heatwave –ooh disco from the 70s

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Conditions are perfect

My fingernails are short and the new keyboard is fun to type on.

I guess I can stop giving Mozart credit for my creative ideas. Last year within 30 seconds of putting Mozart on, I came up with that card. Yesterday I went for a walk at lunch. Instead of putting This Amercian Life on as is my usual walking accompaniment, I put on some tunes. The temp according to The Weather Channel said it was 53. Kind of cool but for some reason it felt glorious. And since the time change, the mid day sun is already hanging off to the side–you can’t beat autumn light. Anyway I take off for my walk and wondered if I should put some thought to this year’s Xmas card. I almost said nah, I still have time to worry about it but then before I could talk myself out of it, I came up with my idea. Of course my idea is top secret at this point.

Tomorrow we go to Indiana to see Steely Dan at the Holiday Star Theater. It should be a good show.

Yesterday I got my USB musical keyboard. Hollace spent the next hour having fun making music. It is going to be fun. If I get the latest version of Garage Band, I can maybe learn how to play the piano with it. I am thinking of getting the upgrade for the guitar lessons for Hollace. I say give that a try and if she really gets into it we can get her a real guitar and some real lessons. I am thinking this Christmas’s theme is going to be music.

Last night apparently the monitor fairies came visiting at work. First I was slightly upset that my monitors had been left on (I make it a big point to turn them off every night unlike everyone else in the office) then I realized that my old CRT was gone and in its place was a wide screen LCD. I then spent the next hour rearranging my desktops. The resolution was set tighter then it was so the other monitor was off too. I really gained a lot of real estate. I finally got them tweeked to perfection when I realized in a week or two my new Mac Pro is coming and I finally ditch the damn Windows machine, so really what was the point.

Tonight we went to the College of Lake County for their art museum’s show opening. It was a show of art from their faculty. They have a little food to nosh on and live music. We never get out and this was free and hopefully some inspiration can be gained. Ran into Diana from ArtWorks there. I guess Artworks is finally closing their doors and just keeping Bubba the Bus. I have no idea how they had been able to hang on as long as they had. We first became aware of ArtWorks when Hollace was 2!

This week I have wasted a lot of time playing IT for the old computer. It would hang up while starting up. Tech Tools told me that I had hundreds of bad blocks. How many I will never know because I think the thing was going to run and keep counting for a week. Since that is the family’s computer that meant the family was coming to my newer machine to do their surfing (did I mention Hollace has a bit of a FaceBook addiction)

I eventually just reinstalled the OS and all was almost ok. It came up but both Firefox and Safari kept crashing. Trying to reinstall them turned into a big ordeal. Since I couldn’t get the browser to come up I had to go in the other room and download them. I put them on an old Firewire drive. While coping Firefox from their, I accidentally kicked the cord from the Firewire drive and corrupted the dang thing.

Now things seem ok on that old computer for right now but I guess I should probably look into getting a new hard drive

Ok, I guess that is enough typing (740 words). I have successfully wasted the whole night. As I was getting ready to start this entry, the brother of my old bosses from the photo lab IMed me and we talked for an hour. I don’t recall ever talking to him that much in real life back in the 80s! Gotta love Facebook!

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My hair is cold

My hair is wet after getting out of the shower. I am air dry kinda girl so I should be use to this but I must be getting old cause cold wet hair is bugging me.

Grrr, the old Powerbook computer is on the fritz. It won’t boot up. It could be a bad block or a hundred. I had Techtools Pro running and after 4 hours, it was only 10% done with 210 bad blocks, only 1.5 billion left to check. I then ran disk tools and it said the hard drive was ok. Tomorrow I will boot from another drive so I can rescue Hollace’s 50 images of the phoenix and RAW’s bookmarks. The bad computer is the computer the rest of the family uses. I don’t want to mess with this.

Today was Deb’s birthday so we went out to Red Lobster for lunch. I ate 3 biscuits and went over my WW points by 10 which is exactly how much 3 biscuits are. No self control, nope. I did get on the treadmill tonight to try and regain 2 of those points. But then got hungry and had a snack. I am however still sticking to my goal of only 5 of the evil candies.

Hollace’s report card came. She is a solid C student.

Hollace is commisioning me to create a web site for her. One for her Creature Club™. We have had two meeting so far. She has quite a plan for this site, one that is beyond my programming abilities. She is trying to build her own social network. Now if she could apply her ingenuity to her school work, we would have a winner.

I guess that is all she wrote. I still love this keyboard and am looking for things to type hence this post that really doesn’t say anything.

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an extra hour

I am obsessed with time, kind of.  On weekends I sleep until I wake up. After getting up at 6am on the weekdays, there is nothing getting me up on weekends unnaturally. I sleep normally until about 10:00. Of course that makes the weekend go faster. I toy with the idea of setting an alarm for 8:30 so I can have more productive weekend time and hopefully slow it down a bit.

Saturday I did get up (naturally) at 9:00 which I was thrilled with. Sunday, Daylight Savings time ended, so right there we gain an hour. I asked people on Facebook what they are doing with their hour and they all said sleep. I guess since I already sleep until I wake up I knew I wasn’t going to waste my hour unconscious. I woke up at 10 like normal but only now it was really 9.

So what did I do with my hour? I wrote my schedule down like I think I mentioned in yesterday’s post. During my hour I burned through my last two packs of Polaroid film in preparation of ‘Roid week. I say that was a successful free hour spent. I was being artsy which is my other obsession. I suppose some would consider me an artist and I do spend a lot of time doing photography but I don’t feel it necessarily. I want to feel it.

Back to time and my free hour. I can say I either spent my hour shooting Polaroids or I spent my hour at the College of Lake County checking out the art show (I ran out of time to get something submitted for it myself). While there I picked up a registration form for an artist membership. That should make me feel more artsy. Next Friday we plan on going to the opening of their next show and do the wine and cheese thing. Actually I don’t think there is wine but rather punch. There is cheese at least.

What I should of been doing in that free hour was scour the shower/tub. That has been on my to-do list the last 3 weekends now and probably should of been on my list a lot sooner then that. Because I spend all my time attempting to manage time and trying to be artsy, things like cleaning the tub never gets done. I suppose if I can successfully get myself labeled an artist, a grungy shower can be written off as one of those quirky artist things, right?

**listening to: Oxford Comma by Vampire Weekend**

oh, in case you are wondering, I did stay away from the sweets and mindless eating. I did eat 2 of those evil kisses but it was only 2 and not 20.

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Halloween

Halloween is no excuse for me to eat the way I did today. I really need to go on a sugar fast. H didn’t even go Trick or Treating. She did all the candy handing out. We live on a corner with some kids coming to the side and the others coming to the front so we keep a bowl in both places. H noticed that a lot of kids skipped our house including her BFF which she seen out there but she never did stop over. Weird.

All I ate today was sweet junk. Those Hershey Candy Corn Kisses are true evil that I let near me. I really shouldn’t do that. Maybe tomorrow will have to be a sugar free day. I haven’t been a good WWer lately. Last week I lost nothing but the week before I gained 0.8 lbs. I knew I did bad and ate past my bonus points. I gorged out on apple cider donuts. that week.

This morning I forgot my vitamins and acid reflux med and I am paying for it right now-ug.

Today I just pissed the day away. I didn’t really do anything constructive. I even got up an hour or so earlier then normal. Today seemed to be movie day. This morning put on Fish Called Wanda for some reason. Later put on Edward Scissorhands for Halloween and then on a whim pay per viewed Coraline also for Halloween. I wasted a lot of time watching movies. I am not a movie/TV person rather prefering to waste all my time on the computer instead.

Tomorrow I am writing out a schedule, eating no sugar and not waste time and use the extra hour for good. Also I declare that I ate my last Candy Corn Kiss 15 minutes ago. That is it!

**listening to: Fireflies by Owl City**

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the school in this town sucks

I guess this isn’t really news to me but I was just comparing schools in my county as posted in the Chicago Tribune and our school is like 107 out of 118 in math for 5th grade. Actually I found it interesting that our school’s lowest scores were for 5th grade. The 3rd grade wasn’t too bad but Hollace’s best teacher teaches that grade. Last night I talked to Ms. W (the 3rd grade teacher) while at the Halloween party and she apologized because Hollace just told her she didn’t like her teacher this year. H’s teacher wasn’t recommended by Ms. W or H’s 4th grade teacher. I think however H has the teacher “that sucks the joy out of learning” (according to what Ms W said last year) for advanced reading. First of all H had reading help all these years and was below average. I don’t think she improved all that much over the summer to jump ahead to the advanced class. Her teacher this year wondered about that too but keeps checking and Hollace is holding her own. She will get moved if need be. And Hollace doesn’t like that teacher too much either. We got lucky that we had wonderful teacher for 3rd and 4th, now it is back to reality.

I know anyone reading this post, is probably thinking the school I went to was on the bottom of the list too ;-). I don’t care, grade me on grammar, I just wanted to put this scattered post out anyway. In the future the plan for this blog is to write regularly that eventually I will improve in the writing department and become more articulate. Until then, you will have to put up with posts like this.

**currently playing on iTunes**
Too Many Dicks on the Dance Floor – Flight of the Conchords
(I am going to end all posts with what I am currently listening to just for the hell of it)

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Music

I am really liking the free Tuesday music this week. Neither song I like isn’t typical of what I like. Whatcha Say by Jason Derulo is R&Bish. The music video for this (it was the free music video of the week) was cringe worthy and I quickly stripped the song from the video and trashed it. The female vocalist is what is intriguing me. They have her in that over processed style ala Imogene Heap. Now I haven’t really listened to Imogene Heap but I know that is her sound. I might have to go check her out now.

The other free song is their Latin freebie. Mathia Aguyao- Rollerskake. I just like the bumm bumm bumm sound to it.

Last weeks free video is still speaking to me on many levels. Time Flies by Porcupine Tree. First the topic of time is something I have been trying to deal with in both the literal and creative sense. I can’t explain it but that song seem to have. Also the video is done is a style  that makes me want to try and emulate in some of my motion graphics.

And lastly on the topic of music. I had a few bucks mad money to spend and wanted to buy something fun. I thought I was going to go with the new Apple Magic Mouse. My Apple store didn’t have it yet so in the meantime I got an updated driver for my current Logitech and now realize that this mouse will always do much more then the Magic Mouse ever could. The only thing the Magic Mouse had going for it was the touch scroll surface. That would be cool if I didn’t already could do that with the track pad of my Mac Book Pro so it isn’t really a selling point. I did get a new keyboard which I love but I still had the money I didn’t spend on the Magic Mouse. I had no clue what I needed or wanted that would be fun. I finally found something. A music keyboard to go with Garage Band. I never try and make music on Garage Band cause the software keyboard sucked but I can see having some fun with this and maybe make some cool music to go with video or something.

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Tonight

Tonight was the school’s little Halloween party. I spray painted Hollace’s hair black as she donned black clothes and purple lipstick. Originally she didn’t want to do anything for Halloween but it slowly evolved to this goth thing. She still plans on not going trick or treating but she wanted to go to the party to hang with friends.

It didn’t take too long before all the black in her hair ended up on her face and hands.

I sat like a bump on a log on the bleachers. They were folded up so I clumsily hoisted myself up so I could sit. I am so graceful, not. I watched an episode of Better Off Ted on the iPod and watched kids run around like crazed animals. It was amazing that I could get enough volume out of my headphones to hear over the noise.

I finally managed to waddle off the bleachers when Hollace was thirsty. Go to stand in line when we realize all they had to drink was water or pop. Hollace hates both and storms off in a huff. Ok fine, you definitely aren’t thirst enough.

It was now time for the costume contest, all her friends went off to stand in the circle but Hollace wouldn’t have anything to do with that. She is definitely not a joiner and definitely doesn’t do what the crowd does. She is very much like me and doesn’t bow down to peer pressure. Not because we are strong and stubborn but more like we are chicken and don’t really care that much. We will see how that goes when she is a teenager.

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Writing

I wish I was a writer in some ways. I have always admired someone who could put eloquent or witty or deep thought to paper. More importantly in my case though is I am envious of a …..dang, how ironic is that that while writing about writing, I can’t come up with any words.

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