The house is in disarray and it’s driving me NUTS!

After living his this cracker box house for 17 years, I finally am redoing my computer room, office, zen den, studio.

I have so much stuff in that room but everything was in its place I had no idea where I was going to put it all do paint and redo the floors. A friend at work mentioned renting a pod to put it all in. We didn’t. All my stuff is scattered all over the house. The treadmill is on its side in the living room as well as a couple boxes and my utility cabinet. In the kitchen/dinning room is my art table and two book cases and more boxes. In the garage are most of my boxes sitting on the door. The computer is on the coffee table so here I am.

This weekend I painted the room blue, a specific color blue. Today RAW is installing the floor. Actually its now almost midnight and he hasn’t put in a stick of floor yet, just putting in the under layer. He is getting crabby in there so I will see if I can get him to quit for the night.

I was off today for the first day of Spring Break. I am also off tomorrow. Hollace and I went to Ikea but didn’t really buy anything since I don’t know exactly what I want or need until my room is put back together. We also hit up the art supply store and Mitsuau Japanese market for some manga.

Tomorrow I will paint the molding for the room and Hollace and I will go see the Hunger Games.

Probably should of taken Thursday off instead of Tuesday. I am already off on Friday for the last day of Spring Break.

On Saturday the family went out to Milwaukee to see Andrew Bird. A good show, we had good seats. Glad it wasn’t the balcony, Hollace would of freaked. She wanted to go up and see it but forgot about her fear of heights. Or really it was the fact the floor was slanted. She was crying and got a bad headache from just being up there for the short time we were. The crowds at the end trying to leave also drove her over the edge.

 

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Get that ugly rug out of here

My room is almost complete (yeah!). The bed/chair is still in the living room waiting for the new rug to come in. I picked a contemporary rug that had all the colors in my room. I ordered two rugs from Overstock.com. One was a runner to go between the two desks. For that one i picked warm tones with stripes. I wanted these rugs really quick so I was prepared to pay extra for quick shipping. Only I could get the runner rug for quick shipping but not the rug that I was really looking forward to and was holding up the completion of my room. it cost $1 to ship a 5’x7′ rug and $16 for the small one.

According to the tracking numbers (Fed Ex for one, UPS for the other). The big slow rug was scheduled for delivery on Wednesday and the rug with quick shipping for Thursday. Really?

When all is said and done they both came on Wednesday with the smaller rug beating the big rug by a few hours.

I was excited, I could finally finish my room. I went and layed out the non slip rug thing and went to get my new rug, yippee! However, I could tell without unrolling the big rug that it was NOT the rug I was waiting for. What I got was really ugly. I went and folded up my non-stick pad and contacted Overstock.

I convinced them that they should spring for the UPS pickup which I found out many times would of cost me $8 to have UPS to come to me to get it. Sure I could of just dropped the thing off at UPS but it was the principal of the thing and it was a rolled up 5×8′ rug which is a bit unruly. They had no problem with this only they couldn’t tell me when UPS would come. For that I had to call and schedule it with UPS. The problem was every time (and I tried 4 times!) I called UPS with the shipping code, they said I had to pay $8.

I would get back on chat with Overstock and they reassured me that it was covered. By the end of the night I was frazzled. Since Overstock said it would take 2-3 days and we were going out of town on Friday, it had to be Thursday. I finally just gave up and decided to wait for UPS to come whenever they would.

That said I didn’t get the rug packed back up and of course UPS did come on Thursday but RAW missed them anyway.

Ok good, now I have proof that they were coming for free so I call UPS one more time to try and schedule but now they won’t schedule (unless I paid $8) they will come for 2 more consecutive tried and then give up. I would have to contact Overstock to have them initiate a new label. Ugggg.

Now it is Friday and we are in Fort Wayne for the Easter weekend but before we left we hung out waiting for the damm UPS guy who finally came and he brought me a big box that was the other component to completing the room, the thingy that hides the cords from the wall mounted TV.

Now the correct rug better get there fast, like on Monday.

(sorry for such a boring post, not sure why I am compelled to share this ever so exciting story)

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Why do I…

why do I feel like such a dork when ever I visit or get visited by my sisters? Yesterday Pam and Cindy and youngins came for a belated birthday celebration for Hollace.

We made brioche (Hollace’s only requirement for a party in her honor), had cake and ice cream, I ordered Gioradano’s stuffed pizza. Hollace and Emma went off to do art, the youngest two kept themselves amused and played outside a bit. Phillip played on the Wii and was bored. He also wasn’t too thrilled that the cake or ice cream wasn’t chocolate. He is at that everything is disappointing age (10).

Had a nice visit with Pam and Cindy but I always leave the visit feeling disappointed or embarrassed or something. I have this illusion (or not) that I am a dork. I feel awkward and they are family! We spent most of the visit at the kitchen table with our iPads (or theirs at least because I let Michael play on mine) playing games and trying to get iMessage to work between us.

At a loss to what to do to keep everyone entertained, I put on a movie no one has seen yet that is family friendly and an Academy award winner– Hugo.

I shared with my sisters my neuroses on my impending room remodel. Normally I keep that in but for some reason I have been sharing that with everyone. How the hell am I going to empty this room of all the big stuff? Where am I going to put it all? And how am I going to cope with all the disorder! Oh, I know, get over myself LOL. Hey, I generally don’t get hung up on this kind of thing. Probably because I don’t do it much.

Which brings me to my next topic. I live life too safely. I avoid turmoil and stress by living in a tiny house instead of moving to a more adequate house. By having only one kid. By having only one cat. Everything stays under control and low stress. Add another kid or two, a dog and a bigger house payment and we have more chaos, less money and no time (which I am ultra protective of, today we moved the clocks up an hour and it sucks). On the flip side, a boring existence, a crappy little house with no room and a kid with no big childhood memories.

It’s been this way for 15 years and now at 48, it is bugging me. In five years the crappy little house is paid off. The thing is I am not unhappy or I know I would of done something about this by now. I think I am projecting what others might think. Deb at work mentioned last week when I put my room remodel neuroses out there that she is surprised we haven’t ever moved from that tiny house. All I really want is a place that makes sense for the treadmill and I can go on as usual. Or do I shake things up? Lets just get through the room remodels and go from there.

 

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Magnetic business cards, some Getty Images and a weekend

I got a Flickr mail this week saying Getty has picked 17 of your photos for their collection. Most of those they picked were at least 5 years old. What did they do, go one by one through 5,300 photos and 7 years?

There were a few popular ones including Toby the beer drinking cat (I had to decline that one because of its previous commitment), Jillian’s first birthday which was featured on a bag of coffee, and fried egg on green plate which was Utata Front Page and earned me $25 Blick gift card after winning honorable mention at CLC’s member show.

The ones that are scratching my head are the multicolored streamers and toothpicks. And I wonder if they know that there is a baby cow coming out of that cow in the background of the cow picture? Whatever, if any of those can make me some moolah, all the merrier.

After posting about the Getty thing on Facebook, a friend who works for a frame company emailed me that they might be interested in some of my fine art. We will see if anything comes out of that. Probably not, I have no idea what I would charge if it comes down to that.

Not sure why I titled this post with magnetic business cards. Sure I just made a few with my new magnetic laminating machine but not really a big deal.

Yesterday we went out to Barnes and Nobel (proceeded by eating out at Red Robin). Hollace had a GC to spend and some manga to fill her bookcase with. We all went our separate ways. I seen Stephen Colbert’s book and then remembered I had some gift money myself to spend so I bought it and a book on photo craft and cookbook. Even RAW came homeĀ  with a book on boats or something or other.

Speaking of RAW, poor guy, I just won’t cut him a break. He can’t do anything right and everything he does is bugging the shit out of me. It all started (well it really has been going on for a while) when he was looking for a new toothbrush and picked the one in storage that is so different that it is always mine. I am still pissed about this. I can only get this unique toothbrush in November during the work benefit’s fair at the dental insurance table. This year I finally had the forethought to pick up an extra and that idiot just used it! I am now convinced that he is clueless and doesn’t notice detail. Like the fact he keeps calling Verizon, Horizon. Really? And that he calls Vitamin D, Calcium. When filling the butter dish, he grabbed the unsalted stick I was saving for our next batch of Brioche, which is different then the regular stick–never noticed. I know, I know, get over it bitch. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t.

I picked me up a beautiful and clean Polaroid SX-70 on Amazon.com. It worked but the Impossible film I had didn’t (I knowingly bought their bad packs for a discount). With the film, normally, you have to keep light from it the first minute. But I never would do that. I finally bought a frog tongue that would help with that but right before I put it on the camera broke. It just whirrs and whirrs until I take the film out. A quick internet search found my problem and fix. Very common problem for these 30 year old problems. In order to fix it I have to rip off the bottom leather skin which was bumming me out since it was in good shape. I eventually found a guy out of Japan who sells new skins for a reasonable price (I am getting red cowhide) so now I am waiting on that.

My weekend is wrapping up and I am sad because I always overextend my to-do list and feel unachieved. I did clean off my desk and am about to update my password list so that might make me feel better. Tonight is Oscar night.

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checking in

I should check in here every night to hold myself accountable on my attempt at a healthier lifestyle.

I got a good walk in at lunch today. Eating until I got home was typical and under control. Just now I realized why I avoid the kitchen and depend on RAW to cook, I eat everything in sight.

Tonight’s dinner of fish, potato wedges and asparagus was alright but it was the half a container of deli turkey, a couple chips and salsa and I can’t remember that wasn’t so good. Then I finished it off by eating a sleeve of peanut butter Girl Scout cookies. The only positive there was that a sleeve of GS cookies aren’t what they use to be. Oy.

Think of all that sugar girl!

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Time to take action with my health

I have so much control right now and I am totally blowing it. My last doctor’s appointment showed that while my cholesterol was perfect (150 total), my glucose creeped a few points above normal. Up until now, that number was around 93 with 100 being top. This time it was 105.

I was also a bit low in iron so the doctor wanted to take more blood to check. I originally went to Lab Core for my blood work since I know that is what they do and I don’t trust my doctor doing it (I recalled issues the last time).

So I was a little nervous when she asked to take more. As she went at it I yelped ow and at the that most key time, she reversed course and we had a blood fountain. I think. I don’t know, I didn’t look but she did have a bit of clean up to do. She didn’t want to hurt me since she just stared she was afraid it would hurt for the whole time. She then tried with the other arm, hurt the same which wasn’t that much but enough that an ow seemed appropriate. I now know to keep quiet.

With that second (or rather third) draw she was able to determine my blood sugar for the last three months and that she now calls me pre-diabetic. First of all just how can they tell for the last 3 months? Yeah, whatever. But it was a wake up call to start exercising and eating less sugar.

I started walking at work. i did it for a whole whopping two days before things were going on at lunch. Next week hopefully I can get in a swing. Also I still need to get the treadmill down and walk at home. I am sure if I just get moving and eating right, I can reverse the trend.

As for the low iron, I think some peri-menopause things are making my cycles shorter and periods longer but not so much heavy. That was until last week. Oh boy, I can see how you can be low on iron with those periods. That was however after my blood test so I don’t know what was up then.

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Hollace’s first sleep over

I wrote those last two posts about grama Lanter while waiting for a couple 12-13 year olds spend their money at an anime convention.

Right now it is time for bed right after a long nap o’clock.

For Hollace’s birthday this year, an anime con in Milwaukee was taking place so I asked Hollace if she wanted to invite her best friend to come along. Both girls immediately started to plan their cosplay (costume). Hollace decided to be one of her characters, Sun Trail. We bought a long red wig, a black dress (sorry no pleats), long boots (on sale at Target) and a grey tee shirt.

Hollace’s other friend wanted to be invited. Initially I said no but changed my mind mainly as a back up in case Melanie ended up bailing on us. So now Lyric is on board.

I went ahead and bought tickets for the whole weekend just so I could pre-purchase them and avoid the long lines to buying at the event. And boy, was that line long, well worth the extra $10 I spent for them.

A week before the event Lyric had the great idea of sleeping over the night before since we hoped to leave for the day early. I have Hollace gather up the addresses and phone numbers. We get Lyric’s but nothing for Melanie.

My plan was to call the mothers to clear it with them. I wasn’t thrilled to have to call anyone but I knew I should. I wrote a letter to send home with both girls explaining the itinerary and put my phone number. Before I could call Lyric’s mom, she called me. That helped, a mom not afraid of the phone unlike this one. We finally get Melanie’s address, no phone number but she had the letter.

That night, after Lyric’s mom called a few minutes before I was planning on leaving to pick her up, I pick her up. We had to hang around for a few minutes to wait for Lyric’s dad to come home to give her money. Then we head to Melanie’s house. No one is home, no one. Hmmm, good thing I have the back up friend since it didn’t look like Melanie was coming.

We go back to our house and I see if there is anyway I can track down a phone number to no avail. We order pizza and Hollace and Lyric go off to her room to do what 13 year old girls do.

Eventually I get a phone call from Melanie’s 16 year old brother. They are out and about and want to drop Melanie off here (phew). They end up an hour or so later then they said but that is alright.

The girls stay up to all hours of the night. I go to bed at 1:00am, around 2:00am, I remind them that have to get up early for the con. Later I find out that it was more like 4:00am that they went to sleep.

I get them up at 8:00am (was hoping for 7 but I knew they stayed up later and really, we didn’t need to get going that early, there was no real schedule).

We get there and like I said, so glad to get the tickets in advance where there was no line. The other buy at the time line looked hours long.

We walk around, check out all the crazy cosplays, the girls spend their money ($40 each) and go off to find lunch. But first I text Sarah (niece) who is there for the weekend as well. She comes down and she recommends a place for lunch.

We ended up staying until 6:00pm. Lyric was asking to spend another night but no way. I can’t have the girls staying up to all hours of the night again and I want my house back and a routine Sunday since I didn’t have it last week so I took them home and then fell asleep on the couch.

 

 

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The story of her purse

Grama never let her purse out of her sight. She also never left the house. She always kept her purse next to her in her lap. Whenever I would visit, she would want to come into the family room from the living room where she always sat tormenting dad. As we would adjust her from her wheel chair to the couch she would worry where her purse was. “It is right here grama.”

After she died, I asked mom what was in her purse. She said money. She was always concerned with money even though she never went anywhere to use it. I guess it was something she could control in a life that was slipping away.

When she stopped eating towards the end, she handed mom her money for her to hold onto. Then of course forgot about that and proclaimed that someone stole her money.
All that was now left in her purse was paper towel and Kleenex.

When she was fidgeting what she was doing was shredding that paper towel and kleenex into little bitty pieces.

By the time she died, her purse was completely empty.

The end.

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Grama Lanter Februrary 10, 1919 to February 7, 2012

Mom called me on Sunday to chat and mentioned that grama quit eating and drinking, sleeping erratic and fidgety; they were going to take her to the doctor on Monday.
Monday I didn’t hear anything but thought they would probably put her in the hospital.
Tuesday mom called with the sad news that grama isn’t here any longer. She did go into the hospital Monday and they got her to eat soft foods. She was cranky trying to take the IV and such out but was generally doing better. Mom was visiting her and grama fell asleep so mom left. Before she could get home there was a message waiting for her to get back to the hospital. Mom wonders now if she actually died when she thought she as a sleep.

I took Thursday and Friday off for the funereal. Pam and Cindy, Tim and young kids headed out early Wednesday to help mom with arrangements.

On Thursday I went and got an oil change (and new back brakes and rotars). I was scheduled to pick Paula up at 4:00 from Midway airport. RAW and Hollace would leave Friday. Visitation was Friday at 4:00 and it was snowing. I should of just had them come along with me especially since Emma was there for Hollace.

Friday we were on the hair for a blizzard warning. Where this weather was coming from, you got me because it wasn’t forcasted. Because the Manitowoc van was full of those from Manitowoc I had to drive myself in a blizzard to the funereal home. I was dreading it. RAW and Tim went dress clothes shopping so they went separate. Paula, Hollace and Emma came with me.

Not too many people came to the visitation. That is no surprise since she didn’t really have much friends especially these last few years living at mom’s and of course the weather.
Cousin Jeff and Lynda and the kids were there. Aunts Bobbie and Jean, Delores’s sister and sister in law and us. That was pretty much it.

When it was time to leave it was pretty treacherous as expected. Slow and steady got us home.

Tim, doing the math realized we all couldn’t fit in mom’s house so he got us (him and Cindy and RAW and I) a hotel. RAW stayed back at the house for some reason.
The next morning was sunny and cold. I think we only got less then 4″ of snow, far less then we were expecting. The town over got about 10″.

The funereal was smaller with the addition of cousin Greg. Sherry also came (she lives up by the Manitowoc crew). After services we all went out to eat while dad sat in the car.
Later that day, Sherry and I went shopping. That night we all sat around the house when we heard Whitney Houston died (she was my age) and a full week later, it is still all they talk about on the news.

We all were hoping to go home on Saturday but Paula’s flight wasn’t leaving until 7:35 Sunday evening. The Manitowoc crew decided to stay even though they couldn’t take her home, remember full van. I was crabby over the prospect of staying. I later attributed that crabbiness on my upcoming period (and boy was that one a doozy, one where I actually called a sick day).

The Manitowoc crew all left which left, RAW went off to his mom’s which left Paula, mom, Hollace and me. We went mexican for lunch then we left (5 hours before Paula’s flight). We stopped at an anime store near by then off to the airport.

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The new guy

At work we got a new contract employee. We never had one before. We aren’t even busy and I was wondering how this was going to work but now that he is here I say he is a gift. This guy is keeping me on my toes in a good way. He is a certified trainer in AfterEffects (this guy was Holly’s instructor in her AfterEffects class) amongst other multimedia software. He is wise in a lot in the industry. He is super nice and is encouraging us to learn everything we can from him while he is here. He is driving me to accelerate all the stuff I want to know more about, he has kicked me into overdrive. My brain was hurting by the end of the week. Now if I could focus and learn it all. As long as this guy is working with us, I have a chance

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