New toy

Got the new iPhone 4S and it looks like I can translate or dictate right to my blog, how cool is that?

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Columbus Day camping

Over Columbus Day weekend we went camping to Mississippi Palasades SP. JoAnne from work as well as the neighbors (Jim and Barb) and their friends (Mike and Ivy) all camped as well. Since it was my idea I was in charge of finding and setting up our campsites. The first problem was that the campground severely limited their reserved campsites since last year when we went. Most were now first come first serve. After a few calls to the campground to ask if we can move our site when we get there. He said, no problem everyone does that. I lock down all our sites.

I took that Friday off (as well as Monday). In previous years Hollace had the same days off but apparently not this year so I spent Friday getting ready. JoAnne got to the site first. The camp host said she couldnt move. Moving closer to a bathroom wasn’t reason enough, too bad. Once I found that out I called the others to tell them we are stuck to our original reserved sites. They were all gung ho to go to the sites I told them I hoped we could get. While talking to Ivy I made the realization that the sites I reserved for them and Jim and Barb aren’t across the street like I thought but rather in the next loop. As it turned out there was no shortcut to get to them, two ravines separated us. Dang it! How come I didn’t notice that no road was dividing the sites before on the map before. Also the sites I got them kind of suck because it was right next to the little store and they had less trees buffering them from the constant train whistles.

Ok, so I suck at event planning. The plan wasn’t to have to stay at those sites. Oh well, lets make the best of it. Poor JoAnne though, she really needed a close by bathroom and often got up in the middle of the night to drive over to one. I offered our bathroom but she only went during the day.

That first night was kind of awkward. JoAnne and Mark weren’t all that interested in going to the other peoples’ site and vice a versa. RAW and I bounced between both.

mississippi river bugs-016 When I walked back to our site I noticed the tree just beyond our site was twinking. It was a very tall tree and I couldn’t figure out what I was looking at. No one could get lights up that high the way they looked to be. I kept rubbing my eyes in disbelief LOL.

I go to JoAnne and ask her what is going on with that tree. They at first though maybe they were bugs in what we affectionately called Mississippi River bugs. Other people were perplexed as well. What it was was the guy camping next to us and his laser projector. People from all over came over to check out the lights.

The next day we told the others they need to come to our site to check out these crazy bugs. Had them going kinda, sorta. Mike already seen them and knew what was up because he was the only one who moved between the sites. A very sociable man, he tried to get JoAnne and Mark to come by their site. Mike and Ivy kept us well fed the whole weekend.

Saturday: after waking up at 7:30, I went back to sleep until 10:23. Dang, I didn’t intend to sleep that long. Even Hollace was awake before me. The folks on the other side was planning on driving around to look for an old campground Mike camped at as a kid. JoAnne and I decided we would go into Galena on Sunday and wait for Deb and her daughter who was coming up for a visit at the campground.

Once they got there, JoAnne stayed back at camp while Deb, Quinne, Hollace and I drove around to the overlooks. RAW and Mark were already out driving around. There were these big birds flying around that I was trying to take pictures of. For some reason we all assumed they were eagles (which are common over there). I felt like an idiot when I realized they were turkey vultures. Clue for the next time, eagles don’t fly around in numbers and a more graceful. The pictures I took are scary, an eagle wouldn’t look so scary flying around up there.

Saturday night we all coordinated to eat at Mike and Ivy’s. He was making chicken and rice in a dutch casserole and pineapple upside down cake in another dutch casserole which fortunately RAW had he could borrow. We made chile in the crockpot. JoAnne and Mike brought corn on the cob. Not sure what Jim and Barb brought but I know they had 5#s of potatoes though I didn’t see any.

On Sunday we wish Jim and Barb and Mike and Ivy a safe trip back home and promised to camp again this time somewhere else. We then all headed out to Galena.

Did I mention the whole weekend (and week and half before) was perfect weather. Actually it was leaning on pretty warm for October. I think it was in the 80s and sunny.

hollace sienna-002Anyway, we did what you do in Galena, walk up and down the street. It was busy but we got lucky finding a good parking spot. Some highlights of the trip were the Edwardian headband Hollace got which had a little  top hat with black rose on it. It was so Hollace. Me and Hollace testing all the olive oils and vinegars at the Olive Tap. Walked out with a bottle of expensive oil and vinegar there.

We stopped at an Italian restaurant for lunch/dinner. Food was good, the bread especially.

That night we hung out at JoAnne’s fire again. This time Hollace was in a very talkitive, goofy mood. We sat around the fire playing Jenga on the iPad and gabbing.

Monday it was finally time to pack up and go home. Nothing eventful there. A good weekend was had by all.

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Living in the past

It all started when I filled up a photo album and needed to start a new one. I think I am on book 14 of a 300 photo album. It takes me about 2.5 years to fill one. It use to be every 6 months when Hollace was young. I stay on top of it because in the digital age, it is still nice to go back to hard copy.

I only have enough space where I keep my photo albums so the oldest one then moves out when a new book gets started. The oldest books were in a bookcase in our bedroom, really RAW’s bookcase. I never really liked that space. When I went to move the new old book there I decided I could find a better place for them in my zen den, office, computer room room. Of course I had to look at them and reminiscence to when Hollace was a baby.

The new place is the cabinet in my room. In that space was a box that held a bunch of mounted B&Ws from college. Most of them garbage. I threw away half and kept the rest for now at least. I then reminiscenced to my college days.

Saturday was the eve of the 10 year anniversary of 9-11. I felt nostalgic to read my old journals from back then. I had them printed in a binder. Apparently 2 days before 9-11, I took Hollace to the grocery store with a big bowl on her head. I also spent a lot of time trying to learn Lightwave 3D much in the same fashion as I am trying to do with Cinema 4D. Some things never change.

I won’t get into what happened back then here. I noticed in that binder that the printed page ended April 2004. My current blog (this one) goes back to December 2004. I started thinking it would be nice to collect 7 fricken years of blog postings and print them out. What the hell am I thinking LOL!

Of course this project has to be started now and so I spend my Saturday night pulling together posts through 2007. It was fun to read but really I should be doing those darn Cinema 4D tutorials! Which of course I should be doing now instead of writing now.

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this makes sense

I have been wondering why all my websites, twitter feed, flickr and FB meant so much to me. Why do I blog? Why spend all my energy showing off my photos between Flickr and my photo blog? Why do I try to be witty with twitter to strangers (or probably just myself actually)? Why should a regular person have a logo and a “brand”. Why do I print out business cards to my websites?

Self expression.

I have a fear of expressing myself in real life so I think I compensate by expressing myself all over the web.

I handed out some business cards to a few at work to show off my new website nancysward.com. I doubt any will look but they will see a different side or learn something about me. I am unable to show that side to them in person so I depend on all my internet presences.

Knowing this was kind of an eureka moment.

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Date day

I can’t even say date night because it wasn’t. It was date lunch. Today was my last summer flex day of the season which means I only do a half day. Today I decided to give my husband a little quality time and take him out to lunch and to do whatever afterwards. It was a hot day though I didn’t think as hot as the forecasted 95. Either way, too hot for an outside walk. For lunch we tried Jimmy’s Charhouse. Not a big steak eater but thought it might be nice to try anyway. I never ate such mundane food. The garlic mashed potatoes were just that, potato and garlic. I don’t think they even used butter or milk in it, blah. And the steak was just a piece of meat. I guess that is the natural taste of steak. I couldn’t get enough A1 on it to flavor it. I kept dipping my meat in the Grecian sauce that came with RAW’s pork chop. RAW liked his meal which was more important.

Afterwards we walked over to the Sunset foods for an exciting trip to the grocery store. Before that the highlight of our date was seeing and driving on the new road that was done at the intersection of 60 and Peterson–exciting stuff. At the grocery store we marveled at the trail mix bar and the olive bar and oohed and ahhed at the odd items in the deli area. Then spent some time trying to figure out what flagoletes were in the canned goods area. Apparently they are the “caviar of beans”. The cans they had at the store didn’t look to appealing. If they were so special then why didn’t they spring for a better food photographer and graphic designers to design their labels?

We then stopped at Einstein Bagel to stock up then headed home.

Tomorrow Hollace and I head up to Manitowoc while RAW puts in some gutters around the house.

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the last hurrah before school

I was looking for something fun for Hollace to do before school starts next week. I went about a web search for ideas. I zeroed on to things relating to anime. I was thrilled to find that they had an anime convention nearby for this weekend!

Hollace was beyond excited when I finally told her about our plans. Right away she started thinking about what she could do for a cosplay. New term for me, it means dress up as your favorite character. I suppose if I would of told her on Monday when I first found out about it we could of had time to do something but by now it is Thursday (not sure why I didn’t tell her sooner).

On Friday her dad took her to a costume store to get a blue wig which was the minimum of what she wanted.

I decided we would go on Sunday. Since this was our first ‘con’, I didn’t know what to expect. We hate crowds so I thought our better chance would be to go on Sunday instead of Saturday. We were going to get up really early and get there really early anticipating long lines for registration. By the time I found out about this thing, I had missed pre-registration by a day. When I realized that this is the first year at this location I got the feeling it wouldn’t be as crazy with crowds.

We arrived at 9:15. Registration opens at 9:00, the exhibit hall opens at 10:00. The timing worked out fine. We went to sit on our first panel on Japanese folklore. We were the only ones. It was a good talk with lots of insight on the origins and inside comments with modern anime.

We walk around and bought a couple things. It was interesting to see all the costumes. For lunch we walked over to Gino’s East for pizza then came back and walked around again before seeing another panel of music for games.

There really wasn’t all that much going on at this ‘con’ but Hollace had a great time (though I wasn’t really sure at the time).

Doing a little research for anime stuff in Milwaukee (they have a store Hollace wants to check out) I see there is another more established conference in Milwaukee in February. Maybe we will have to check that one out too.

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Finally it is done

I can’t believe I actually finished something on my to do list. It seems like just yesterday that I was spinning in my tracks just deciding what http://nancysward.com is even going to look like. The fact I couldn’t come up with something clean and clever was putting that project on the procrastination list.

Then like all good ideas, it just hit me. I knew I wanted only three sections, photography, kaleidoscopes and toast (aka special projects) and already had one lame design that I was trying to get ready to implement, I just wanted it done and off all my lists.

Like I said, I finally got hit by my idea, one I am proud of. And I used this opportunity to get up to speed with CSS3 and HTML5 and a little JQuery–wow, double duty!

nancysward.comAnyway, now I have a one stop home for my photoblog, Flickr, a couple kaleidoscope projects and other special projects. I can just drive people here and not have to try and spell drawsward or swardraws. Carroll from the March board says I sound like a hospital ward!

Now that it is officially done and announced, I keep going back in to tweek stuff. I keep rewording and messing around with it. Time to leave it alone, let it live out there in the world wide web to its audience of tens. Who really cares about this besides me? I already made business cards for it to hand out to whoever.

Next on my list is to learn Cinema 4D. I suspect that all the tweeking of the new site is a ploy to procrastinate doing the tutorials in the book I bought. It looks like it isn’t happening tonight either. Maybe tomorrow.

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artsy fartsy

I was looking over this blog earlier today and noticed I never uploaded some What the Duck cartoons like I left an opening for on a post. Right now I just woke from falling asleep watching a lynda.com tutorial. I can’t help it, it is almost guaranteed. I have a package of Tootsie Pop Drop just for this purpose (to stay awake) but the urge to sleep was too great. It is midnight after all and I am old now. Long gone are the days I stayed up until 2 a.m.. Now I get all panicky if I am not in bed (on a weekend) by 1 a.m.. On weeknights, bedtime is 11:30 and I don’t necessarily want to go to bed then. I just know if I need to get up by 6 a.m. the next morning, I better get to bed. This is why I am pissed when I am ready to go to sleep by midnight on a weekend. I use to think of the late night hours as my free time and now I can’t stay awake.

Ok, enough with the sleep ranting up there. I called this post artsy fartsy not nighty nighty.  Actually I am not sure why I named as I did. Maybe because the Lynda.com tutorial is on how to turn a photograph into a painting. Maybe because I just finished (sort of) my new website that showcases some of my art (http://nancysward.com). Maybe it has something to do with the What the Duck cartoons I just posted to that earlier post.

I don’t know, its late, I’m tired, I don’t know what I am talking about.

Yesterday I spent the afternoon at the race track watching the horses run around. It was part of Public Affairs thank you event. I don’t know what was up but yesterday I was especially sluggish. The morning I did work I couldn’t get it together. That didn’t bode well when it comes to socializing outside my normal work group. I guess I was alright but it took a lot out of me as I was dead tired by the time I got home. Right before I went to bed I tweeted that I need to find a way to recharge my brain waves in cases like that and instantly I was back to normal (whatever that is). Real bright of me to do that right before going to sleep but it ended up being ok. Today at work my brainwaves seemed to be firing ok. I think the exercise of trying to Tweet something interesting was just the right amount of exercise my brain needed to fire up again. I will have to try that the next time.

 

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Finally on a roll

I am finally on a roll  with a design for nancysward.com and now I risk halting that roll by coming here to write.

This last week RAW and Hollace went to Fort Wayne for their weekly visit to grama. We usually sign Hollace up for Farm Camp (day camp). I was worried because the weather was ultra hot (100 and humid) and Hollace doesn’t like heat. None of do well in it. Being at a farm camp means working outside for the most part so yes, I was a worried.

What ended up happening was Hollace was having so much fun cleaning out the cow barn, tending to the goats and harvesting for the farmers market she didn’t complain about how hot it was….seriously! Yes, it was hot and yes she sweat more then she ever has before but that was an asterisk when telling me about her day every night on the phone. I could hear the excitement in her voice. She was engaged, working hard, making a difference and feeling good about it. So much so that she was open to trying new food and now squash and okra are now part of her diet. And she wants to start eating spaghetti with sauce now. Now that she is home, I need to figure out a way pronto to keep that positive momentum going before she goes back to being a slug on the internet.

As for me and my week of solitude…I wasted it. As usually I had lofty plans on being and enriching creativity. Yes, I finally got my website design figured out but that wasn’t until the end of the week. I watched TV, yep TV. Basically my Mary Tyler Moore show and Dick Van Dyke and sometimes if I didn’t get up fast enough Bob Newhart. That killed an hour and a half out of my evening and added nothing to my enrichment.

Tuesday night I had the bright idea of doing a thorough cleaning of Cloudy’s litterbox. I forgot to make sure there was enough clean litter to refill with. Of course there was not so I had to make an emergency trip to Walmart.

On Friday, I had my early day so after going to Target for groceries I came home and got ready for Sherry’s visit. At the moment she finally arrived I was talking to H about a project she was having a hard time with at work. I see by a later email, that I will be needing to deal with that one when I get in tomorrow morning.

Friday was Sherry and I’s concert at Ravinia to see Five for Fighting. Not music I would pick out for myself but that isn’t the point. It was a sold out yard and we left a little later then usual but parking was light for some reason so was the line for the shuttle bus. First however, we went to Walker Brothers for our annual egg dinner. I had the Venician Benedict as usual but Sherry varied from the norm and got Sante Fe Omlet. What we really go there for is the pancake side dish. We spent a good amount of time trying to figure what makes their pancakes, butter and syrup so good.

We get to the concert at 7:20 (start time was at 7:30). Since I didn’t really care about the muscians we went to see I wasn’t stressing out about how late we were. Since it was sold out I knew finding a place to sit would be hard but we kept it light and didn’t need all that much room.

Because Sherry fried her iPhone a few months ago, she wasn’t able to play Word with Friends and missed it so I got out the iPad and we played a few games, pass and play style. She kicked my ass in all three games we played.

On Saturday I taught her all about Stephen Colbert and how frickin funny he was. Finally at around 3:00 we left the house and went to Deer Lake mall only their power was out and all the stores (or most) were closed. The California Pizza Kitchen still had their power so we had lunch. Then we walked around. At 5:00 the power came back on and some stores opened.

When we got home at 6:30, RAW and Hollace were home from Indiana.

Sunday around 1:00 Sherry headed home. RAW tried out the new grill and we had hamburgers and squash and okra for dinner.

Now that I got that out of the way, it is time to try and get that website wheel rolling again!

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dodging a bullet of hell last week

Went back to work today. It is always hard coming back to work after a week off. This year I had the Blackberry so I could see all week my email count rising. It stopped at 132 emails. I refused to gander at any of them until I got to work in case there was any bad news or something. I didn’t want to stress out about until my vacation was totally over. No bad news or course but there were two slightly sour notes or at least that was my first impression. If I would of read them on Sunday night I would of fret over them.

Because of that storm last Monday, the commute to work was hell because of out traffic lights. One guy took 2.5 hours to go from the Abbott sign from the toll way to the parking lot, maybe a quarter of mile. I think the roads around Abbott were hit the hardest as far as traffic lights go. There were a couple email of all the bad intersections and driving home almost all the house had a big pile of tree branches.  A lot of people at work had no power at home for most of the week. They were roughing it far more then I was camping!

At least the weather wasn’t too hot like it is going to be this week. H came back to work today too and said her AC broke yesterday–really bad timing. Another case of bad timing is Farm Camp and Hollace. She will be outside every day from 9-4. By midweek it will be near 100 actual temps with high humidity. I talked to her tonight and her first day was good (albeit hot). I guess they got a couple cows now. She was excited to see all the animals again.

Listening to some new music, a band (or really a woman) called Tune-Yards. Unique sound. With that music playing, I am off to be creative.

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