{"id":117,"date":"2006-08-02T22:42:12","date_gmt":"2006-08-03T02:42:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/swardraws.com\/chatter\/?p=117"},"modified":"2006-08-02T22:42:12","modified_gmt":"2006-08-03T02:42:12","slug":"weekly-update","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2006\/08\/weekly-update\/","title":{"rendered":"Weekly update"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I need to find ways to drown out all the distractions and focus on all the cool stuff I should be doing.<\/p>\n<p>What cool stuff you ask? Learn lots of new software, work on creativity. There are a couple things at work in that department I need to concentrate on. I am on the marketing committee and our mini team need to come up with concepts for &#8220;The Clear Choice&#8221; I need to focus to do a design on focus. At home I need to get up to speed with Motion, Shake, Swift 3d (or any 3d) and now Poser. If I could quell my online Flickr time and concentrate of those I would have it made.<\/p>\n<p>I am teetering on the feeling I can do it all and the one where I feel like I am going to lose it all. How conflicted. Maybe I should call one of those therapists. I finally found that list I have been looking for forever.<\/p>\n<p>I am also in mourning on what I use to be proud of being super healthy. I keep having feelings of dread that something in that department is wrong. I need to get over myself. Get things fixed, move on.<\/p>\n<p>I got an email that that ebay auction I won that I am suspicious of if finally now getting shipped. I will believe it when I see it. I won&#8217;t get it until after the wedding which is what prompted me to buy it.  At least I went out and bought another one by normal methods.<\/p>\n<p>On Friday is the wedding I am shooting. I am sure I will do fine and all will be good but as I mentioned above, I teether on feelings of success and failure. My personality (or lack of it) is my biggest concern.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I need to find ways to drown out all the distractions and focus on all the cool stuff I should be doing. What cool stuff you ask? Learn lots of new software, work on creativity. There are a couple things &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2006\/08\/weekly-update\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-117","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=117"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}