{"id":173,"date":"2007-05-26T00:14:26","date_gmt":"2007-05-26T04:14:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/swardraws.com\/chatter\/?p=173"},"modified":"2007-05-26T00:14:26","modified_gmt":"2007-05-26T04:14:26","slug":"hormonal-i-guess","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2007\/05\/hormonal-i-guess\/","title":{"rendered":"Hormonal I guess"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I was in a funk. I just wanted to stare aimlessly into space and didn&#8217;t want anyone to bug me. At work I was feeling totally inadequate. For lunch I ended up at the library so i could find a quiet place to sit that wasn&#8217;t at work or in a parkinglot so I could dump my negative brain onto paper.<\/p>\n<p>I guess it worked because I got back to work and I felt a little better, not much but a little.<\/p>\n<p>I decided I had to find that list of therapists I had but kept losing. I needed help. Give me the magic pill that makes me the engaging person I know I am way deep inside. It is all chemical so I am finally at a place where chemicals were my only hope.<\/p>\n<p>At home I went back into stare mode. I let Hollace watch TV in the other room all evening. RAW was getting cranky over communication with his mom. Not good when both of us are cranky.<\/p>\n<p>This morning I was fine. Work seemed to go good. It was Friday before a 3 day weekend and all was good with the world.<\/p>\n<p>Then it occurred to me that my funk on Thursday was one of my good ole fashion hormonal episodes. I hadn&#8217;t had one for so long I forgot about them.<\/p>\n<p>That is all.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I was in a funk. I just wanted to stare aimlessly into space and didn&#8217;t want anyone to bug me. At work I was feeling totally inadequate. For lunch I ended up at the library so i could find &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2007\/05\/hormonal-i-guess\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-173","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=173"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/173\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=173"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=173"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}