{"id":214,"date":"2008-01-12T01:01:33","date_gmt":"2008-01-12T05:01:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/swardraws.com\/chatter\/?p=214"},"modified":"2008-01-12T01:01:33","modified_gmt":"2008-01-12T05:01:33","slug":"nothing-changes-does-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2008\/01\/nothing-changes-does-it\/","title":{"rendered":"Nothing changes does it?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After publishing that entry I was looking at what was going on exactly 2 years ago and I was shocked to realize I could of wrote that exact post today. Wow, nothing has changed. I am complaining about wasting time and all the to do lists and feeling overwhelmed cause I don&#8217;t follow them. And then I talk about learning the fine art of meditation to help me focus and lose weight. I was just telling RAW I wanted to do this tonight. Also I was concerned about Hollace following in my social issues and this week I was projecting my insecurities on Hollace. Normally at this time of the month I am usually paranoid about my social interactions but this time I was paranoid with Hollace&#8217;s. I am afraid she is putting all her eggs in the Kayla basket and I just know she is going to get hurt. I was starting to get worried about this even though nothing is indicating to me that this is immediate. Total wacked out issues of my own at play. I just found it interesting that exactly 2 years ago I was talking about the same thing.<\/p>\n<p>Here is the page I am talking about. Read January 14 >>> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/blahblah\/archives\/2006\/01\/\">http:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/blahblah\/archives\/2006\/01\/<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After publishing that entry I was looking at what was going on exactly 2 years ago and I was shocked to realize I could of wrote that exact post today. Wow, nothing has changed. I am complaining about wasting time &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2008\/01\/nothing-changes-does-it\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-214","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/214","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=214"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/214\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=214"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=214"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=214"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}