{"id":77,"date":"2005-10-31T08:13:45","date_gmt":"2005-10-31T12:13:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/swardraws.com\/chatter\/?p=77"},"modified":"2005-10-31T08:13:45","modified_gmt":"2005-10-31T12:13:45","slug":"anxiety","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/2005\/10\/anxiety\/","title":{"rendered":"Anxiety"},"content":{"rendered":"

I stayed up too late last night. I got Cindy on the phone at 9:45 pm to wish her a late happy birthday and didn’t hang up with her until midnight. This morning I am paying for it. Not so much because I am tired but for some reason I am feeling anxiety. Everything is slightly putting me in a panic.<\/p>\n

Last night after Sherry left, we attacked our pumpkins. We got lots of seeds and both RAW and Hollace were excited over roasted pumpkin seeds. I felt a little pressure to make sure they were good. Well they are soppy. I put too much oil\/butter and worstester sauce.<\/p>\n

Because I was on the phone too late I forgot to put the seeds away so this morning I lay in bed for some reason fretting about them, then I just started worrying about everything else (trick-or-treating, getting Hollace’s bangs cut, big deal stuff like that). I know it was because I was over tired. I drove to work trying to find music to ease my mind but couldn’t so I just turned the radio off and fretted. I just want to crawl back in bed but I worry about taking a sick day where I am not really sick and what kind of message I am giving to young impressionable Hollace. Oh dang, I just remembered last night I was going to put Hollace’s movie on tape for her teacher but I didn’t. Now I am worrying about that. Maybe I will go home to work.<\/p>\n

I suppose my mind won’t ease until I hear RAW and Hollace tell me the pumpkin seeds are great!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I stayed up too late last night. I got Cindy on the phone at 9:45 pm to wish her a late happy birthday and didn’t hang up with her until midnight. This morning I am paying for it. Not so … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-77","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=77"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/77\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=77"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=77"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.swardraws.com\/chatter\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=77"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}