After publishing that entry I was looking at what was going on exactly 2 years ago and I was shocked to realize I could of wrote that exact post today. Wow, nothing has changed. I am complaining about wasting time and all the to do lists and feeling overwhelmed cause I don’t follow them. And then I talk about learning the fine art of meditation to help me focus and lose weight. I was just telling RAW I wanted to do this tonight. Also I was concerned about Hollace following in my social issues and this week I was projecting my insecurities on Hollace. Normally at this time of the month I am usually paranoid about my social interactions but this time I was paranoid with Hollace’s. I am afraid she is putting all her eggs in the Kayla basket and I just know she is going to get hurt. I was starting to get worried about this even though nothing is indicating to me that this is immediate. Total wacked out issues of my own at play. I just found it interesting that exactly 2 years ago I was talking about the same thing.
Here is the page I am talking about. Read January 14 >>> http://www.swardraws.com/blahblah/archives/2006/01/