I am in some kind of funk. Maybe it is tied to my monthly, I will have to check with my calendar. At work we are slow, everyone apparently. They always say that summer is slow in creative groups but this is the first year that I have actually witnessed that. The whole creative group is in transition so maybe some of that accounts for that. Actually I am busy doing and redoing what could be a fun job but I already blew through that piddley budget. When I lowered my estimate for the client who couldn’t pay what it took, I intended that for less they got less. Well they are now getting more. Project management around here especially since everyone left for PPD sucks and projects like this get out of control.
I want to raz on a co-worker but I better not in case he/she finds this out here. He/she just drives me nuts. No it isn’t “Bob”. There is the one that drives me nuts and the other I just can’t stand. I am usually pretty outgoing so I don’t know why these people are bothering me so.
I need to get the passion and excitement back for work. I am in the I don’t care mode. I think I need more sleep. I will try to go to bed at least 30 minutes earlier and set the alarm clock 15 minutes later (less snooze) to see if I can sqeak out any to make a difference. Exercise is next on my list. I have officially joined the health club here at work (90 steps from my chair). And I really need to fix the eating. I am sure most of my energy issues stem from my nearly eating disorder level eating issues. Fix, fix, fix.
At home all is well but I am feeling so detached from everything right now. I don’t want to do anything. The house is a sty. Last night we tried to go for a family walk only except we forgot Haley is part of the family so she tagged along on her bike nearly getting herself run over or running us over so me and RAW spent what could of been a nice walk yelling at Haley to watch out.. When we were done she said, see ya in 5 weeks. I guess the family is moving to Tennessee but will be staying at some property at the Dells until their house sells. Well the new Haley moved in on the other side a couple weeks ago so we will see how that goes as for a playmate for Hollace.
The Flickr addiction is still going strong. I need to figure out why I am seeking all this approval from stangers. I am sure everything is related. I need to find a shrink.