I stayed up too late last night. I got Cindy on the phone at 9:45 pm to wish her a late happy birthday and didn’t hang up with her until midnight. This morning I am paying for it. Not so much because I am tired but for some reason I am feeling anxiety. Everything is slightly putting me in a panic.
Last night after Sherry left, we attacked our pumpkins. We got lots of seeds and both RAW and Hollace were excited over roasted pumpkin seeds. I felt a little pressure to make sure they were good. Well they are soppy. I put too much oil/butter and worstester sauce.
Because I was on the phone too late I forgot to put the seeds away so this morning I lay in bed for some reason fretting about them, then I just started worrying about everything else (trick-or-treating, getting Hollace’s bangs cut, big deal stuff like that). I know it was because I was over tired. I drove to work trying to find music to ease my mind but couldn’t so I just turned the radio off and fretted. I just want to crawl back in bed but I worry about taking a sick day where I am not really sick and what kind of message I am giving to young impressionable Hollace. Oh dang, I just remembered last night I was going to put Hollace’s movie on tape for her teacher but I didn’t. Now I am worrying about that. Maybe I will go home to work.
I suppose my mind won’t ease until I hear RAW and Hollace tell me the pumpkin seeds are great!