it is falling apart

I don’t think I even came here to take note on my day, did I? Well I am here tonight and I am a bit out of control. I was doing ok until I ate the Zone bar after lunch for no real good reason. I think I have a major sweet tooth moving in. I ate that Zone bar and knew that meant I would have 500 calories left for dinner.

Driving home I ran into traffic and realized it has been awhile since I had any Chilpolte. I knew my regular 3 taco thing is about 700 calories so I decide maybe tomorrow. But with the traffic it made sense to go into the turn lane by the Chilpolte. No biggie, I will go tomorrow. Then I realized a train must of just came through because the traffic going South where I just turned was worse so on some kind of mindless auto pilot I turned into Chilpolte to get my tacos and seek a bit of respit from the traffic, surely it would clear by the time I got out. It was.

I decided to try the Barbacosa taco as one of my three. I got it home and decided early on that I didn’t really like it especially compared to my chicken ones. I ate it anyway! I could of saved 233 calories. I then went into “I blew it” mentality and proceeded to find crap to eat. I came this {} close to making a chocolate pie! I accidentally bought some instant pudding instead of the cooked kind I prefer. I finally stepped off that ledge and went onto to find other sweets deciding to save the pie until RAW was home to help me eat it since I would of ate the whole dang thing. I probably would of made it a point to eat the whole thing before RAW seen any evidence of it, you know food hiding–that’s messed up.

I then ate another little chocolate bar and then finished off the chocolate eggs from Easter. I also cracked open some pecans. I didn’t capture any of it on MFP. tsk tsk tsk

Tomorrow is Saturday where I will have to make a conscious effort to go sugar free. I don’t at least have to worry about getting that Chilpolte.

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